Sunday, August 4, 2013

sitting, waiting, wishing

Wow, I have never been more dumbfounded in my life than I was tonight. I was hanging out with a very good friend of mine and one of his best friends. We were all joking around about relationships and I mentioned how I didn't want a relationship right now and my friend asks "what are you waiting for?"

I was so shocked by the question and by my brain's own quick response to the simple, yet terrifying question. I still don't understand why my first thought was what it was, but it's scary and relaxing in a sense of possibility. I have no idea. I'm waiting for something that is never going to happen... and yet I continue to wait for the near impossible.

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